hole..

i have this hole in me that is longing for something that i cannot have.. i am craving for that time when this hole of mine can be filled with the joyous feeling and the love that is meant for it.. the craving of someone beside me everytime i cried and everytime i smiled.. that special thing that cant be claimed by me.. i may sound desperate but i just feel that this longing for self-warmth is strong that it saddens me that i cannot find what i have lost...