hmm... i have to let go.... i want to cry but cant find a reason why... if i do cry.... its because of mine own mistake... i cant reveal it... why?!... i feel like breaking down and just letting it go..but for wat?.. its my fault... am i strong enough to let 'it' go?... can i?... will i?...im trying to but whenever 'it' comes by i feel weird and i everything that i build up just crumble down again... den when i left it open to let 'it' in again, 'it' just breaks my heart and leave my trembling... leaving me a harder way to put that barrier up again... have decision do i have to make?...
Comments