why when i feel you, you push me away by having sum1 else that looked like 'they' have a special meaning in your life.... am i over reacting? am i being stupid? or is my instints rite? can i ever trust to open my heart once again and feel love instead of the wounded holes that have punctured it? when i want to forget you after that very instance that tore my heart, you came into my mind again... keep aluring me... keep wanting me to give you a chance again... but can i? will i? how can something so small be as big as this? all because i cant share my feelings... will i have the courage to actually face you? and tell you? will there be time left for it? i have a war of my own that can't and will not end...
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