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October 11, 2009

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lol got headache sia... riding in van.. jkjk oni... trying to show off my cool hair.. heheh

peace people!!! only speak peace lol

can see my COOL hair??!!!

LOVE my RED hair!!!!!!!

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Just had a miserable camp...

hey there ppl hey i just had my red cross camp and it was suppose to be a big bang ok..fun, interesting, not ordinary than usual...*sigh* and guess who fell sick..yup i guessed it..me..what a rip off..i was so sick that the second day i had to stay in bed till noon..i was so sad that i could not participate..den after my red cross camp theres another camp that im suppose to go to..but then he was the first one to tell me not to go..den i wondered to myself..wow..i confessed to him about how i feel yet i thought it would be awkward(sry dunno how to spell..heh) to talk to him..or the other way round..but he still cared...i was touched..so i kept on telling myself when i was going home..yes..he sill cares..but sometime i just wanna ask him whether i could think of us more than friends but not lovers...like siblings..(thats the closest i could think of)..well if that person reads this i just wanna say thank you..and lets talk like normal not so formal just because of that...

what now...

hmm... i have to let go.... i want to cry but cant find a reason why... if i do cry.... its because of mine own mistake... i cant reveal it... why?!... i feel like breaking down and just letting it go..but for wat?.. its my fault... am i strong enough to let 'it' go?... can i?... will i?...im trying to but whenever 'it' comes by i feel weird and i everything that i build up just crumble down again... den when i left it open to let 'it' in again, 'it' just breaks my heart and leave my trembling... leaving me a harder way to put that barrier up again... have decision do i have to make?...

will u be there? (poem)

love is not easy, it can be nice and also eerie. my love for thee is always at its peak, when u are around or when i seek. my heart aches whenever i remember i cant hv you, n against it all i don't want it to be true. my love is like rose, beautiful n wonderful, but if i want it, it'll prick me and leave a blood trail. and if i do not love, all of me will crumble on top of wat i have. and if u leave me, i will try not to burden thee......

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