hey there..
have you ever fallen in love?...of course u have, everyone has..(sry stupid qns.)...well all my crushes seemed so real and lovely but when you take it to reality, it just won't work...you all know the saying 'love at first sight'..most love feelings are like that...some just dont semmed logic to you until later...well mine is mostly love at firt sight...many girls have fallen into the arms of man because of their charms..some will make it to more serious stages some not..well u guessed it mine is the bad luck ones...the guys that i liked were (like usual, those manly, handsome types..) way out of my league..but i wanted to take that risk..to put my happiness on the line...im not very pretty or smart or even girlfriend material...oh i dunno...i just wanted to at least have a conversation with them..like buddies...close friends very close...more than friends but not lovers(if they decline me)..so you see i've been down for a long time..because i have waited for this guy for about six years and everytime i hear someone say his name i start to blush...i have no idea why..i kept telling myself that i wasnt right for him..he has better taste than me..than it hit me..we were separated when our secondary school lives started..i never saw him again..or heard from him..than during my sec. sch. life, (of course they were)love starts filling the air..crushes flew here and there..heart-breaks over and over..and sometimes i wonder, am i destined to be single all my life??..is there no one who loves me??(other than my family..)..but than i thougt strucked me..i said to myself why am i like this?? we came from different worlds and why am i still after him??WHY??WHY??WHY??...well will write to you guys soon..and i'm not stating anyone in particular...im not pointing at you..im just letting out my feelings..well gtg..sayonara
have you ever fallen in love?...of course u have, everyone has..(sry stupid qns.)...well all my crushes seemed so real and lovely but when you take it to reality, it just won't work...you all know the saying 'love at first sight'..most love feelings are like that...some just dont semmed logic to you until later...well mine is mostly love at firt sight...many girls have fallen into the arms of man because of their charms..some will make it to more serious stages some not..well u guessed it mine is the bad luck ones...the guys that i liked were (like usual, those manly, handsome types..) way out of my league..but i wanted to take that risk..to put my happiness on the line...im not very pretty or smart or even girlfriend material...oh i dunno...i just wanted to at least have a conversation with them..like buddies...close friends very close...more than friends but not lovers(if they decline me)..so you see i've been down for a long time..because i have waited for this guy for about six years and everytime i hear someone say his name i start to blush...i have no idea why..i kept telling myself that i wasnt right for him..he has better taste than me..than it hit me..we were separated when our secondary school lives started..i never saw him again..or heard from him..than during my sec. sch. life, (of course they were)love starts filling the air..crushes flew here and there..heart-breaks over and over..and sometimes i wonder, am i destined to be single all my life??..is there no one who loves me??(other than my family..)..but than i thougt strucked me..i said to myself why am i like this?? we came from different worlds and why am i still after him??WHY??WHY??WHY??...well will write to you guys soon..and i'm not stating anyone in particular...im not pointing at you..im just letting out my feelings..well gtg..sayonara
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