Just had a miserable camp...

hey there ppl
hey i just had my red cross camp and it was suppose to be a big bang ok..fun, interesting, not ordinary than usual...*sigh* and guess who fell sick..yup i guessed it..me..what a rip off..i was so sick that the second day i had to stay in bed till noon..i was so sad that i could not participate..den after my red cross camp theres another camp that im suppose to go to..but then he was the first one to tell me not to go..den i wondered to myself..wow..i confessed to him about how i feel yet i thought it would be awkward(sry dunno how to spell..heh) to talk to him..or the other way round..but he still cared...i was touched..so i kept on telling myself when i was going home..yes..he sill cares..but sometime i just wanna ask him whether i could think of us more than friends but not lovers...like siblings..(thats the closest i could think of)..well if that person reads this i just wanna say thank you..and lets talk like normal not so formal just because of that time..lol..well see you all around...sayonara..

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Unknown said…
understand your feeling take it easy... and i guess you are recovering right????... Your mother loves you very much and she understand what you have gone thru... but don't ever keep secrets to yourself... share it with your mother alrite....she cares for you... you been good alrite... stay cool... darling... mummy loves you alot... hehehehe.. love your mother... muack...